Thankful – Day #2: I am thankful to be pregnant.
That may sound weird to many of you, but to tell you the truth, I really wasn’t too excited when I found out #5 was on the way.
I had/have so many fears about what people are going to say/think because Nathaniel isn’t even 2 yet. (He will be by the time this baby actually gets here, though) And I still worry about other people’s reactions, but I am getting better at accepting whatever they have to say.
I needed to step back and thank the Lord that he is choosing to bless us with another one of his special spirits because I know not everyone is so lucky. I know many people who struggle to get pregnant or to keep a baby once they are pregnant.
I have never had an issue and I am thankful for that. I just need to focus on the fact that the Lord feels we need to have another baby and now is the time.
We got to hear the heartbeat for the first time yesterday and it helped alleviate some of my fears and I am finally able to start “getting happy” about things.